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Ooooozes Baby
Posted:Oct 17, 2021 4:26 am
Last Updated:Oct 17, 2021 11:22 pm
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Today, well yesterday technically now was a mixture of happiness and sadness. My husband did make it to where his brother lives, but was in alot of pain last night. So was I so we hung out the phone and I needed talk him down from that high pain and manageable one. Just getting him reposition and also mind over matter much possible.

The leg, the %*^( leg. I hurt off and day, more than off. Tonight while checking it started draining copious amounts of the yellow. I wont go into any more description, but it was sizeable volume. I almost told my spouse that he needs to come home, but I am wanting to wait and see if this will turn the corner with some antibiotics I had left over. It is what it is, and I am dealing with it. Of course my friends and elsewhere really help.

Besides that, just been doing a bit of cleaning, and watched tv, and played with the dogs. I know pretty boring, but since I have no transportation currently.

Hang in there peeps, Once I get feeling better I will tantalizing erotic stories.

Ann
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Amusing Day
Posted:Oct 16, 2021 2:28 am
Last Updated:Oct 17, 2021 4:16 am
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What a day it has been, lord help me.

Started out okay but had a million things to do . Pay bills, shop for the week. Help my husband finish packing for his trip. Oh and cleaned out too.

It was alot, and in the midst of all this we were going back in forth on what to do. See I have some anxiety about driving in bigger cities. I avoid if possible. Still I was willing to drive him to the airport. He didnt want me driving back here in the dark. We decided on trying to get a ride from Lyft. What a joke, the driver never showed. Now i had a feeling that might happen, so plan B was for him to take the Jeep after all.

That is what ended up happening, and tonight I discovered that my right leg is very infected. I will see if I can do a video appointment. I have taken all the necessary steos to helo the wound. And we agreed that if it is getting bad, he can change his flight to a much earlier.

I'm tired! And FWB can't make it this weekend. He had some things come up that I encouraged his to go spend time with his family instead. I will see him later in teh week. It is fine, thought a little bummed.

Pretty comical really the whole situation.,

Ann
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Don't Text and Fuck
Posted:Oct 14, 2021 11:28 pm
Last Updated:Oct 17, 2021 11:49 pm
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I waa thinking about this lover I used to have. He came all the way to New Mexico to see me from Wyoming. He was a little smitten with me. And I tried like hell to make it work though I had no idea what i was getting into.

But we had some good times and I really adored his mother. I ended up taking his dachshund that was very old and having him live out the rest of his life with me. We had sex quite a few times up in the mountains, after riding 4 wheelers all over the place. I even wrecked on one and really messed up my leg for awhile.

But this one time we were in a motel room, going at it. And his phone keeps chiming with text messages. Honest to God he grabs his phone and tries to reply while fucking me. Then he starts answering his phone with a very pissed off wife ont he other end. After about the 4th time, I had had enough. I sent him, and his phone out the door and told him to go back to his wife.

We laughed about it years later, it was a crazy time. I really cared for him, but he was just too messed up and couldnt stop lying to everyone about everythings.

Sadly he passed away a few years ago from complications for diabetes.

Ann
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My Selfish Me Time
Posted:Oct 14, 2021 11:21 pm
Last Updated:Oct 16, 2021 2:32 am
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I am taking a week off of all of this medical crap, because it is just a bit overwhelming.

Not that I am currently sick, I am not. I am free of infections at this point, nothing contagious at all. But they all want to test me to death for no real reason. That really wears on your overall mental health after awhile. So since I had no urgent appointments next week and I will have some time to myself, I am taking it.

My FWB will be coming to see me, and since I will be alone he can spend the night here. I know it will likely be twice this coming week that I will see him, unless things change.

And I plan on doing alot of me time. Creating in many different ways and just relaxing.

I think sometiems we all need sometime to recenter ourselves and decide on what we ant out of life instead of doing for everyone else. This will be my selfish week.

Ann
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Don't PICC On Me
Posted:Oct 13, 2021 10:34 pm
Last Updated:Oct 14, 2021 11:12 pm
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I'm free!

Running rampant out in the streets without a leash now!

That's right, the PICC line was removed today and I shed not a tear at it's depature.

This home infusion journey went so much better then the time before that I had to do the .

Still so many doctor visits, beginning to think that I might a specialist for the specialists - lol. But then I remind myself that I am very grateful live in a country where we can get medical help.

I am getting a bit stronger each day. My FWB will be coming see me a couple times this coming weekend and week. WE are both very much looking forward , been almost a month and I miss his kisses and scent very much. I am still amazed because we this incredible chemistry, we feed off of each other naturally. Just happens, in sync. We havent even ever had a disagreement, and just flows.

We both are very honest, and not committed each other. We are both free see other people if we choose too. Sadly he is no longer on this site, and I do miss just seeing his profile. I would love to a FWB that lived closer, but just havent found a good match of a man would want be friends first and build on that with the understanding that we are just FWB, hopefully ltr. Not wanting the filed, just feel is not safe for anyone do anymore. Especially me with a low immune system.

All in due time, if it is meant happen will. If not, that is fine too. I am very realistic about this whole thing, where at one time I was more or a romantic then now. Dont get me wrong, romance, being treated like a lady is always a huge plus. I be respected, and treated like a lady. Kissed, held, cuddled, caressed, all of the wonderful things we ladies melt over.

I do hope my friends on here are doing well. I another day full of doctor visits, and then no more until next monday.

Keep those lips puckered and those hands softly caressing

Ann
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Improvement
Posted:Oct 12, 2021 10:35 pm
Last Updated:Oct 13, 2021 10:21 pm
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Well fancy meeting you here.

As you can see I am doing much better. In fact tomorrow my PICC line will be removed, so excited. My doctor even is surprised on how fast my numbers improved.

Feeling so much better, more energy than I hd in over a year. And best yet soon I will get see my FWB. Been almost a month and both of us are going a bit crzy.

I had a delightful post all planned out, but now I am too tired to remember.

Tomorrow night my friends

Ann
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Friends Value
Posted:Oct 11, 2021 12:07 am
Last Updated:Oct 12, 2021 10:23 pm
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Today was a much better day. My energy is starting to return though I still tire easily. I did tear apart my bedroom and start to redo . I alarge L shaped desk in my room. Underneath was all this wasted space, so I put some low shelves underneath. Plenty of room hold a lot of my art supplies, canvases, drawing pads, etc.

Felt good get some movement in. My leg is looking much better, so cross your finger. The home health nurse will be out in the morning and she will too.

I was thinking about the value of true friends. You know the type that you can be your tre self around. know you better then you know yourself. That you watched each other grow up. Not Too many of them anymore, but I a few.

Well I am dead tired, so going say gnight now. Thank you all my friends,

You mean so much me

Ann
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Beautiful Bouquet of Colors
Posted:Oct 10, 2021 12:20 pm
Last Updated:Oct 17, 2021 11:49 pm
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I'm sitting here in my bedroom, with the sunshine coming through my privacy window clings. Cascading a rainbow effect of the most elegant colors. If you know anything about me, you will know that I love color. I love to just look at the array of colors, makes my heart happy.

Getting enough sunlight as winter approaches is so important for all of us. It really can help with depression, any kind of depression. How can anyone be too burdened if you simply close your eyes and turn your face up towards the suns and its warming rays. While your eyes are closed you are going to see all kinds of colors filter across your inside eyes focus. To me that is life in itself and the cornucopia of people that will come in and out of our lives.

I never regret anyone that was in my life. Whether or not it worked out, if they hurt me, I hurt them, we hurt each other. There is always a valuable lesson to learn from each person. Maybe it is how to never be. Or standing up for yourself because you like who you are. Standing tall no matter what is going on in your life.

I am feeling much better today. In fact I am working on rearranging my room so I have better work spaces. Since I do so many art projects and crafts, this room is quite full. I bought a container set and then more shelves so everything will have a proper place and stop being chaos in my room. I want my room to reflect creativity and peace.

Never stop being the awesome person you are.

Ann
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The Tender Touches
Posted:Oct 10, 2021 12:43 am
Last Updated:Oct 10, 2021 12:08 pm
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So I am changing my dog's diaper, trust - it is a thing. I rescued this poor poodle who had been used a breeder, and she lived her life in a cage. So of course at 6 years old we are working house breaking her. Going well, except for a night, so I do diaper her so we dont wake messes.

Anyway, I would give anything right now for some good tender cuddling. Prolonged kissing, you know the type that takes your breath away. Mmmmm gentle caring touches, slowing things way down needed. Since my body is more fragile then before that is necessary along with a few other precautions.

But doens't everything happen for a reason. Going slower envokes a bit more emotions just for the right then and there. And I do not think there is anything wrong with that at even in a FWB situation.

Tonight I am in some pain, pretty good amount fo pain. The leg infection is getting worse again. I am hoping to be able to wait until Tuesday to have this looked at, but not sure. Cross your fingers for me please, I really do not want to be admitted again in the hopsital.

But still smiling, and wishing for a set of nice strong arms to hold me.

Ann
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Just the Way it Should Be
Posted:Oct 10, 2021 12:00 am
Last Updated:Oct 10, 2021 12:11 pm
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This is not a true story, in my dear friend is the way still in Wyoming. But if he was , this is how I imagine things would be.

It was a uniquely beautiful day out, not too hot, nor too cold. A slight breeze, the refreshing kind. For a change I felt energized, and very ready to enjoy the company of a special friend. Now we have been friends for many years, just time and distance has prevented us from seeing each other for many years.

My affection for this man has never wavered a single bit. Jut a natural friendship with many different levels to it, each one delic delicious and uncomplicated. Taking each stolen moment never for granted.

Hand in hand we walked amoung the fallen leaves of all different hues. The crunching sound was like a savory chorus being sung to just us. that brought back memories for each of us , many years ago when we made love that old faded quilt ont this very mountain. A canopy of autumns finest colors twinkling and giggling at us and our naked forms.

The years having been far kinder my dearest then I, I notice the laugh lines and twinkle creases around his eyes. A little less hair top, and much whiter. He is still a very handsome accomplished man, and we sit and hold hands, we just look into each others eyes. Still enjoying each others nearness and kisses. Not even a single word needs to be said right now.

Both raising our faces enjoy the warmth of the sun, knowing sometimes life is embracing each and every moment.

It is what it is - just the way it should be.

Ann
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Acts of Caring and Adoring
Posted:Oct 9, 2021 3:42 am
Last Updated:Oct 10, 2021 12:05 am
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I pondered for a very long time tonight on what I wanted to blog about. Then it suddenly ....

Getting shaved. Now I know many women like the keeping their Kitty wild and woolly. Some women trim the maine, I prefer be clean shaved.

What I really like it have my fwb shave down there. I consider it a act of foreplay. Very intimate and relaxing for the female. I feel if you shave , you will then understand the effort it takes us. Also I love having my lover clean what he will be eating and why wouldn't you want ensure that your lover is smooth. taking some shaving cream or hair conditioner, a fresh razor, warm water and you set it. Admiring your handy works I remind you that I want you clean within my folds, where hair could have fallen.

So many little things can anhance the whole exerience, you are both worth it.

Ann
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Sexy Disabled Sassy Woman emerging again.
Posted:Oct 8, 2021 3:32 am
Last Updated:Oct 10, 2021 12:44 am
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Ta-Dah,

It is I, Ann returning back to her normal self but alot more embracing each day.

Feeling very sexy and horny, so that is a wonderful sensation. For awhile there I wondered if I was no longer going to have the same Sassy sexiness, but it was being sick

Then I felt as if I could no longer have sex, with my medical. But with the right person, who is caring and loving towards you, you still can. Yes there are some precatuins that have to take place since I have a PICC line in. But there are so many people who are struggling right now.

So if you are disabled or perhaps just due to aging, struggling a bit on still feeling like you are still a sexual, viable human - YES you are. There are so many different way to go about the sae issue.And be good to yourself, and do not over do it.

Shake whatever you got,

Ann
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Step By Step, Never Giving Up
Posted:Oct 7, 2021 10:05 pm
Last Updated:Oct 8, 2021 8:00 pm
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Today things were pretty difficult at first, but got better. My home health care nurse came and we went over my infusions and the paperwork, supplies, etc.

Had a very nice long with a few friends, one who happens be my FWB. Really hoping that I recover well enough see him, need his kisses and strength.

Have you ever looked at someone that at one time you thought you had something real with, and the sudden realize that they were always fake and phony? That there is no way you would ever fathom a relationship of any sort with them? Yes that happened t , not just today but a while back. Seeing how uncaring, callious, and full of bullshit they really are. I am at the age were I have no desire to any kind of game. Be honest, and if that does not work, be honest. and if that still doesnt work, still be honest. Yes it might hurt at the time, but in the long run it will bond your friendship, or whatever relationship you have if both want the thing.

So I feel I am in a good place right now. Been dealing with too much medical crap, and not enough pleasurable things. There has to be a balance, and relief of whatever you want. Yes for me, still feeling like a sexual woman in this, is very important. But extra care has be taken. One has be willing accommodate my general over needs health wise, and then we go from there. I can guarantee that you will have fun with in some regard.

Never stop dancing even if it is just in your chair and bed, or head.

Ann
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